nobody understands

i thought you would care more. i thought you would help me. i thought you would speak up for me. i thought you were my true friend. i thought you were different from the others. i thought. but it just turned out to be that you're no different from them. when your mood got low, you gave no heck to others, just because only your feelings mattered at that point in time? it was always nice to have hthts with you. i would always feel more sensible and i was always able to think more. but i realized that those were the only times when i could hear your true emotions. other times? i'm not sure. but oh wells you'd put on quite a show. i guess you're just one of those many passersby in my life, telling me, "hey i'm always here for you" and tada you disappear. well not literally, but yeah. you kept me pondering, do i really treat people so well that they start to take me for granted? maybe i should just stop caring that much. you probably have no idea how much my friends mean to me. no, you know nothing.